Saturday, May 31, 2008
hmm wah today whole day stay at home. whole day watch anime and movie hehe..
Cause no people chio me out lol.. hmm tml see the movie "SAW3" and "SAW4". Wah kao damn er xin(pinyin)== disgusting... lucky i am not eating when i was watching lol..
Wah is like cut here and there, the blood fly everywhere. Then there was some sence that it cut open the head n take out the brain ~~YUCK~~.. but quite ok to watch la hehe..
After watching the movie i felt so sian cause like nothing better to do some go see see got what anime see lor.. haha then i saw "MAR" lol .. so go watch.. hmm this anime "MAR" is know from my friend Shi Wei de haha cause last time borrow the comic from him hehe ...and so fast is night now .. just watch a few show and the time fly so fast..... oh and god damn.. cause of my ankle injury cant play basketball or go running :( going to become fatter and fatter >_< .... haiz wish my leg recove faster so i at least can go play my favorite sport "BASKETBALL" :)
ANYWAY WISH ALL CLASSMATE FROM POLY STUDY HARD WOR TEST COMING :)
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Ok hello people. I am like guest blogging here on Shun Long’s blog. The second time I am doing such a thing so I honestly wouldn’t know what to write anything since I am asked to write BS so I shall just BS my way through. BSBSBSBSBS. Kidding. How lame are my jokes. (Someone will chip in,”VERY.” Fine. Talk to the hand.)
Ok enough of crappy shit. Um, I just heard a really good song and I got really inspired to write a topic out of it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5_YAj9lCQcI wanted to write on equality of gender but before people starts throwing eggs at me or before I sound like some too intellectually nerdy piece of shit, I shall write on this particular phrase “From a distance, I just can’t comprehend what all these fightings for.” In relation to what I have read from his blog about how he feels that his heart is being ‘stabbed’ by a certain friend that have betrayed him. So you see it’s pretty matching. Anyways, to that quoted statement, I shall explain what are all these fightings for. Should anyone feel lost or any thing like that because you FOUGHT with your friend or parents and feel damn guilty about it. Read this.
Ok, enough crap. Time to start. So sometimes we do ask ourselves “why do we fight?” Like questions where we are all sick and tired of fighting and we just want peace. Yes we do all want peace which is why we ask ourselves questions like these. I guess there are times where even our own inner selves fight with each other. I mean, come on, it’s basically NATURAL. Fighting is natural? Yeah right. I think it is to an extent. But then I would call that conflict not fighting.
So why do we fight for? Some of us fight for money, for fame, for our own rights. YADA YADA YADA. But is it necessary? Some say no. The zen people because they seek to attain nirvana in life of which the rest of the stuff in the maslow’s model of needs probably doesn’t apply to them. Oh hang on, you would probably say, we are talking about normal people here. YES, we fight, we have conflicts and friction with one another. How normal is that? Extremely. So common there is absolutely nothing to feel guilty for unless you physically injure that person or you rob that person of whatever rights (except the rights to hit you, touch you or of their property or money). I am just talking about your typical shoutings here or your typical “I don’t friend you” kind of scene. (yes, this is ungrammatical, I know) I mean if we don’t have conflicts. Life is trallalalala and all happy, how boring is that? How will we learn in our journey to the coffin? Duh through the mistakes that we make, and only through what we have fought, be it with other people or ourselves, is another lesson, we have learnt to look from a different perspective.
Of course, I am saying you should solve the problem diplomatically. With words, not with fists, bullets, bombs, or heck even random shoutings at each other. SO don’t fret if you do have certain conflicts in life.
And with that I leave the main administrator of this blog a little note of encouragement, well don’t be upset about your friend betraying you. Looking on the bright side, it’s another lesson learnt in coping in this dog eat dog world. (: Its years ago but writing about it whether you bored or not could have just implied you are probably still upset over it, perhaps to a small extent but nevertheless I want to tell you to cheer up. Yeah? There’s much more lessons to come in future, the hard way I guess. So gear up for whatever life has to offer.
Sorry, to readers as this post is pretty emotional. I don’t know what to write and I think being and writin emotional stuff that is close to the heart is what I am good at. So yeah. I am sorry it sounds so freaking nerdy too because well, that’s how I usually write. So too bad if you don’t like it. Ha.
And if you do like it * beams *, you can always visit my blog. It is linked under “Amber Lim”.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
... today also nth special lol... everyday the same. go on and on and on and on..... hmm just want to ask any1 know wad is friend /good friend like or can i say is friend to be use of or to be really care about each other and help each other?..
Haiz cause i was like cheated by a damn best friend .. so sad and pain....
is like a knife stab through my heart..
Haiz .. u can leave comment to me and tell me or e-mail me :) thx alot...